Monday: ???

Ok...so today I got up "early"(8:30...my mom gets up at 6--blush blush) and went to Parli Pro. Since 2 of our members had cheeleading and another forgot for the second time in a row, we just answered questions our FCCLA advisor tested us with. I need to study. Really bad. Oh well. When I got home I jus...actually I don't remember what I did. It was just one of those days. We cleaned a little. We watched our weight with weight watchers points. I went over by 7. But I get 35 splurge points so I'm ok. After supper I played with Jane a while and then went up stairs to do who knows what. Then I watched Ella Enchanted with Anna. 5 minutes before the end, Dad came in to the room and told Anna to do 50-dash pick-up. I was told to un-load and load the dishwasher. When I finished I started packing for my trip to nationals with my FCCLA chapter. I'm almost done. We are leaving on Friday, the 7th, at 8:00 a.m. Joy, joy, joy. I'm really not that excited about it.

I've been thinking, why do I stress myself out with trying to fit in so hard? No one cares. My real friends don't care how I dress. Why do I care so much? Sure I want to look nice, but I don't have impress anyone do I? Of course not. So what's the point of taking 1/2 my closet for a 9 day trip? I don't know. I guess I just care too much. Oh well.
I guess I'll just have to think on it some more.

Luv ya, Abbey